http://ediblepet.net/articles/2007/07/04/trying-again en-us 40 <p>I've decided to really start living my life. I'm not sure what has been going on with me the last year or two -- it's been an interesting ride.</p> <p>I'm going to stay in San Jose for now, because it's close to work. This is good because I hate driving long distances, it's greener, generally less stressful. Plus it means during the weekdays I can focus on solitary habits, keep good discipline, all that sort of thing with greater ease.</p> <p>I'm going to try to spend more time in the city. Living down here makes me appreciate it more; it doesn't feel tiresome and mundane and stressful, it feels exciting. Some buildup of boredom makes for a great release when I do go up there.</p> <p>I'm going to go to more events. Web events. Art events. Shows. I've decided I'm not too good for it, but was just being bitter, resentful, cowardly, jealous. If you are a prominent figure in my life and I have scorned you in the last couple of years it was probably my own bitterness that spawned it and I apologize for that. I've made some bad decisions and I've learned from them.</p> <p>I'm reading the hip blogs and using the hip services. And it's all fun. I feel somewhat relieved.</p> <p>I need to buy a camera.</p> Wed, 04 Jul 2007 01:32:13 -0700 urn:uuid:ba511ac8-7040-47b1-9a52-d01b9586d5f2 Joel http://ediblepet.net/articles/2007/07/04/trying-again life http://ediblepet.net/articles/trackback/252 <p>you've been working... :).</p> Thu, 05 Jul 2007 19:58:52 -0700 urn:uuid:eafc0b17-16c0-4ddf-bc23-2f25bcd4ba1f http://ediblepet.net/articles/2007/07/04/trying-again#comment-253